Monday, December 29, 2003 music: Black Sabbath ~ mood: listless
"Finished with my woman
'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
people think I'm insane
because I am frowning all the time
All day long I think of things
but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind
if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me occupy my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me
the
things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things
that
make
true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh
and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel
and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words
telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish I could but it's too late"
Sunday, December 28, 2003 music: Iron Maiden ~ mood: very lazy
Hello folks...
Yesterday and Friday night I've been partying with my friends (rock&roll!!! :D) and I didn't have time to write anything. Now I'm quite tired but I _still_ have to go to ANOTHER party this evening, and I'm not in the right kind of mood to go out, really >_<;
*dreams of a hot tea and a good book*
Oh.. I was forgetting: yesterday I bought a new case for my bass-guitar cause the one I used to have was too light. The new one is very thick and padded... It's cool and it's one of my sister's Christmas gifts :)
*happy*
Friday, December 26, 2003 music:Evanescence-Taking Over Me~mood: lazy
Err...After you read my last post you could have thought that I'm so happy cause of the gifts I received (which of course I really enjoyed). Actually, I'm happy cause I can feel joy in the air and all these stuffs...Ehy, I love X-Mas: I'm not that consumistic kind of guy somebody could have thougth, got it?
Besides that...Would somebody go and ask Mrs Cheng (my neighbour) to stop playin' "holynight" at her fucking piano, NOW!? >_<;
Thursday, December 25, 2003 music: Wham - Last Christmas ~ mood: jolly
It's Christmas! ^_^
Well... >_> Ok, I've received some presents:
- a cool brown jersey and a some other stuff from my mum
- money from my dad
- an interesting book by Francesco Piccolo plus a lot of money from my sis.
I can feel joy around me...
This Christmas fucking rocks, I love it! XD
I have no words to express my joy...
I've spent the afternoon with Sara *giggles*. We had a hot chocolate
in a warm and nice bar not too far from where I live and, later, we
went for some shopping near her house (so that I could buy a couple
of presents!) It's been a long time I couldn't see her and now my heart
explodes for the happyness!!! ^_^
Moreover, later on we've also met her mother, who I love too and I'm always very glad to see, so that I personally could wish her a Merry Christmas.
...This was such a great day to remember: I'm soooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!
Life's smiling back to me: yay!!!
You have a goodbye kiss- much passion and longing,
but never lasting.
Monday, December 22, 2003 music: Alicia Keys ~ mood: confused
I didn't do much today. I've been really lethargic and slept all the day away...
I hate me when I do like this: moreover I *STILL* have to buy the Christmas presents.
Shit.
P.S.
At last I decided to say who I am to everybody and, from now on, I'll be Yusaku again. The secret blog idea was good but not feasible, so I'm going to transfer all this stuff to my old website as soon as I can.
My sister's calling me, for the dinner's ready. See ya
Sunday, December 21, 2003 music: Ska P - Lucrecia ~ mood: giggly
I've just called my best (female) friend who's back for this Christmas holidays from the village in England where she lives. I adore her: she's so cheerful and energetic!!!
I'm meeting her on Wednesday... I'm so haappppy ^_^
YAY!
P.s.
I'm thinkin about this web log and what I want its future to be. I think I need some more time to recollect my ideas and feelings. By the way it will be probably remain in English: I only have to think about its graphic, its contents (beside the web diary I'd also need to upload my paintings and other stuffs) and how to manage my identity online and who my readers should be.
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music: Craig David - Seven
Days ~ mood: cheerful
I had a great day with my friends and I'm really thankful to them. I hope to live again days like yesterday/today soon... We've spent the afternoon playing rock/metal/blues songs and in the evening we went to a nice "blues-pub" located at the very North bound of the city and we ended the night one hour ago, listening to good music and drinkin beer in our car, while travellin around the gloomy city.
It sounds kinda stupid but it was amazing, really. I felt so confortable with my friends, that I completely forgot for hours of my stressing sentimental life.
Saturday, December 20, 2003 music: Capleton - Who Dem ~ mood: energetic
Yay! My friends are coming here... They are FIVE, so my narrow room is probably gonna explode or somethin, but: who cares? Certainly my mum will.
And again: who gives a shit?
It will be a cool afternoon playing songs and stuff...Wanna make some noise...!
DANCE DANCE HALL INNA MI ROOM!!!
p.s
check this test out:
Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.
I've just decided to start again taking notes of my crappy days.
I'm not going to write in my own tongue.
Maybe at the moment I feel more confortable with these
words which sound not too familiar to me.
I've also changed my nick, starting a new existence on the web.
Tonight, if you see a skinny boy walkin alone and lookin
like someone who's been run over by a car-truck, don't panic.
